it is what it is

i keep saying to myself i am going to keep up on this but i never do. who am i kidding? and eventually i find myself back her to vent off some kind of writers steam to the world. as you know my last post i left for another deployment. and i was as i stated the hardest but its done and over with but some really hard things happened while i was gone. around December my grandmother passed away from cancer(seems to me everyone is going to have this at some point in their lifetime) but with the help of heavenly father i was able to attend her funeral and say goodbye one last time. we returned home in may and shortly after my command was tasked again this time to pearl harbor Hawaii which was a great place to visit and a nice change of pace from south America. as soon as i got there i lost a friend to strep throat. and a week later lost another friend in a tragic car accident. so it seems to me that every time i think it cant get any worse it finds someway to do it.in the last year i have spent 2 1/2 months at home with my family and am excited to say i will no longer be deploying... however i will be staying in the government for another 3 years so my wife can finish her school. after that i see nothing but a whole Lotta track days. deuces readers